My muse is trying to kill me

Why? Why do I keep writing fics where I avoid and avoid writing half of it because the angst is so intense that I don't want to write it? Why do I keep getting into these situations? Cause I know I'm not going to be able to get these scenes out of my head until I write them down. I swear my muse is a sadist.

On a completely different subject, I've noticed that all the Michael Fassbender and James McAvoy interviews I've seen are incredibly silly. It makes for very amusing viewing.