Sleep deprivided Trueblood fangirl moment

The four hours of sleep I got last night (if that) are probably responsible for this. I had to call someone right now, and as I was scrolling down my contacts list and saw the name "Eric". Since Eric Northman has become my latest obsession and I'm really out of it right now, my brain actually had a moment of pause. Then the rational part of my brain spoke up: "Your cousin. That Eric. Not fictional characters that will not exist in real life no matter how much you wish they did." Oh, brain.