Tomorrow's Halloween

[guanin]

And I have no plans. This in itself isn't odd because I never have plans, but I always really wish I did. I don't know if any of my classmates have any plans since everyone is so busy with the essays, but it's Halloween! I should go out! Do something! It's so lonely being in this room all the time. I wish I'd brought Sleepy Hollow so I could at least watch that, although I really don't have time, anyway, but it's my Halloween movie, you know? I hear that my friends back home are going to get together to watch The Exorcist. I don't mind, obviously, but I've sent one of them two messages on Facebook in a week and she hasn't replied though she has to other people afterwards. I don't want to think that she's ignoring me, but there's nothing else I can think of. I wish I didn't depend so much on people communicating with me, but I think that since I spent so many years friendless, now I'm paranoid of losing any even if I'm being irrational about it. I really want this first essay period to be over so I can go out again and... I don't know. Learn how to meet people.