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guanin ([personal profile] guanin) wrote2009-03-07 01:12 pm

Meme!

This only took me this side of forever (so sorry about that), but it took me a couple of days. Anyway, here it is!

Random association meme.
Ask me to associate you with five things. When I do this, post this meme and an explanation of your interest in those five things in your journal.


[livejournal.com profile] g0shawk associated me with:

David Anders
Claude
Heroes
Spanish
Writing


David Anders: Oh, the old obsession. I've been fangirling over this guy longer than any other. It started with Adam, lovely, mischevious, megalomaniac that he is (how I miss him). At first, I found him cute duing the feudal scenes, but to be honest I didn't really start feeling it until he emerged in the present as Adam, bitter, manipulative, seductive. Then the fixation truly began. Soon, I began to write him, and though at first I was certain (as I always do) I was getting it all wrong, soon his pov began to come together. Some of the most fun I've had writing first person have been with him. Naturallty, I had to find out who this actor playing him was, so I searched the net for pictures, interviews, videos. I went into major icon making mode. Most of the icons I have are still DA ones. I watched the whole Alias series in less than two months, during which I naturaly fell in love with Sark. Writing them together became almost mandatory.

Now, he's not around Heroes anymore, which still makes me want to send Kring hate mail, but I restrain myself. I'm waiting eagerly to see The Revenant in summer even if it's online someplace. It looks corny, but I still want to see it. I play the trailer when I need some cheering up.

Claude: Oh, Claude. How I miss you. I can't remember exactly my first impressions except for thinking, "He and Peter would go great together," after which I wrote my first Plaude fic. Surely Chris Eccleston's phenomenal acting was what first drew me in, as well as the snark (I love snark) and him trying to force Peter to face some uncomfortable truths to help him survive. What most strikes me is his loneliness and his concious decision to be alone to avoid death, reducing himself to the merest form of survival. Food, shelter, probably some random entertainment, and that's it. The only beings he allows himself to come into contact with are animals. In the show we see him with the pigeons and there might have been others before. He's surrounded by people, walking around them, wandering into their houses, watching them in their private moments, yet he can't reach forward and and connect because he's too afraid. Peter was right; he is afraid of the world and with good reason. His best friend, partner of eight years, tried to kill him because his boss told him to. He trusted Noah. He truly believed Noah was better than that despite all the evidence to the contrary and yet he still got in the car. No wonder why he's not willing to run that risk again. Until Peter swoops in and forces him to try, once again, to make a difference by helping Pete not destroy New York and kill thousands (millions?) of people. And he has fun with it. He likes being with Peter even if he won't admit it. The jokes, the laughter when Peter is caught with that woman's purse: that's genuine. And who knows what we didn't see between the scenes. Yet when he finds himself facing Noah again, once more terrified for his life, he runs. Survival instinct. He's trained himself too well. When he sees danger, he flees, It's automatic. But I don't think he went lightly. Hell, I think he probably felt like shit about it. He certainly does in my fics, at least. Because he finally made a connection with a person after so many years of being alone.

Can you tell I'm a Plaude fangirl? ;)

Heroes: My main fandom for a year and a half now. I got into it just at the start of season 2. I saw the first ad before it aired back in 2006, was kinda intrigued, but ultimately decided I was more interested in other stuff at the time. What that other stuff was, I don't remember, but it was probably HBO shows. This was also during approximately year/2 year long period during which I became disillusioned with regular network programming, primarily due to HBO raising my standards. So I let it pass me by without thinking more about it until the next summer, when I saw the DVDs at Borders. I was looking for a new show to watch at that moment, so I thought, "why not?" and started renting them off Netflix. Due to the USPS taking forever to deliver anything to Puerto Rico, I didn't actually finish the first season before the second one started. I tried catching some of the last episodes online, but the internet connection back home is a bitch when it comes to videos, so I watched 2x1 without knowing half of what actually happened in 1x23. No matter. I got into it anyway, even though it soon became clear that the second season was a dud, but then Adam came in and made it all better. He really saved that season. If it hadn't been for him, there wouldn't have been a point.

So now Heroes is still my main fandom and will likely continue to be so for a long while now as long as the quality keeps up as it has for this volume (finally).

Spanish: My mother tongue. I'm from Puerto Rico (mom was Puerto Rican; dad is Mexican), but I also grew up speaking English, so I'm a lifelong bilibual. although, due to the prevalence of Spanglish (and PR has the most extreme form of Spanglish in Latin America), I kinda find it a bit difficult to speak in Spanish without having my brain thrwo a whole bunch of English words at me, so if I'm speaking to someone who doesn't know English, I often get stuck, and most like I do know how to say a term in Spanish, it just won't come out when it's supposed to. So that's... not so weird for the people I grew up with, really.

Writing: My life! Okay, a huge part of my life. Like breathing, really. If I spend over a day without writing I get withdrawal and wake up feeling drained and empty. I wrote my first little thing when I was either ten or eleven (fanfic, as it turned out), decided that I was crap at it, and stopped until this bunny smacked me out of nowhere during a class in tenth grade. We were in one of those trailers that when it rains it clatters so loudly that you can't hear anything, so the teacher had to pause the class and suddenly I got this idea and I had to write it down right now or I would go nuts. That afternoon, I revised it thrice before I finally left it alone, not that I really felt satisfied. I wasn't happy with any of my writing for years. I wrote very sporadically for the next three years and just before starting college, I discovered fanfic online. Slowly, I started writing more, got better at it, and now I like my writing (most cases), though I still can't help seeing warts everywhere when I re-read something, but I think every writer has that problem.

[identity profile] ti-ana.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 01:50 pm (UTC)(link)
Sark is so awesome; great bad guy in Alias. I think I like Adam better, though, just because he seems to have more motivation than Sark seemed to. Sark always either ran off or immediately switched "loyalties" as soon as he was captured. (I'll never forget his "my loyalties are flexible" line in one of the last episodes of season 2, when he gets captured in Sweden.) I have to admit I did prefer Michael Vartan to David Anders, but Anders doesn't fall far behind.

What I always find amusing is that they have him playing all these British characters when he's actually American. (Well, I've only ever seen him in Alias and Heroes, so I don't know what other characters he's played, but I'm going by those two.)

[identity profile] guanin.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 02:07 pm (UTC)(link)
I like Adam better, too, but they're both so yummy. Sark is very much the opportunist and probably a bit of a coward. I think I liked Vartand and Anders equally on that series, but I was already biased towards Anders due to Adam, who I loved writing.

Alias and Heroes are his only extensive, high-profile roles. He's done little roles in other shows like CSI and Deadwood and a couple of movies, always as an American. But a lot of people think he's British at first. During season 5 of Alias, when Sark was pretending to be an American, DA joked that some people might think he did a horrible American accent.

[identity profile] ti-ana.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 02:18 pm (UTC)(link)
Lol. Yeah, the first time I watched that episode, I didn't know he was American. He doesn't have that many lines with an American accent in that scene, so I wasn't really paying attention to it. Same thing happened with James Marsters from Buffy. Even though he's American, I got so used to hearing him speak with a British accent, that when I heard him speaking in his regular accent in an interview, I wasn't even sure he sounded quite American, hah.

[identity profile] guanin.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 05:23 pm (UTC)(link)
You know, I have yet to hear James Marsters speak in his native accent. But the first time I heard DA, he sounded so weird. Now I-m used to it, but it did take some adjustment, I admit.

[identity profile] visiblemarket.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 02:30 pm (UTC)(link)
You're answer to "Claude" makes me sad. So very, very sad. Oh Claude why? WHY?!?!? *sniff*

Can you tell I'm a Plaude fangirl? ;)

No! *Gasp*! Well, I never! ;)

[identity profile] guanin.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 05:25 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm sorry! It depressed me, too, while I was writing it. Why must Claude's life be so tragic? It's not fair. *hugs Claude*

*giggles* I've got it so bad. *runs off to write Plaude*

[identity profile] visiblemarket.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 06:11 pm (UTC)(link)
I just want to tell him that he's wonderful and lovely and amazing and hug him and never let go. Poor guy.

Plaude is just such an addictive pairing. Both of them are just so deserving of a happy ending.

[identity profile] guanin.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 06:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Me, too. He deserves so much love. From Peter. And they would live happily ever after in a little on the outskirts of London with their nice, little garden and pigeons fluttering about everywhere.

[identity profile] visiblemarket.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 06:24 pm (UTC)(link)
Awww. Peter could plant vegetables and not even get mad when they all get eaten by bunnies. And they could get a dog. And then they could open the very low-key Petrelli-Rains's School for the Special and live a fulfilling life. And cuddle. A lot.

[identity profile] guanin.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 06:30 pm (UTC)(link)
You know, I always imagined Claude with a cat. A cute, little kittie with white paws. I think it was because of that cat the Doctor picked up in "The Empty Child". They could have both. Raise them together so they don't fight. And Claire could come over on holidays and be with her uncles (who she prefers to her dads, anyway).

[identity profile] visiblemarket.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 06:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes, Claude does seem decidedly more a cat person. Independent and stand-offish and quick. I think he'd be the type to leave out food for strays but not admit to doing it. But I remember Nine and the kitty and my heart growing ten sizes over that. Oh Nine. Whereas Peter is definitely a dog type; a big, cuddly brown lab or something. Hee, being Claude and Peter's pets they probably would fight, and then fall asleep together anyway. Yeah, if I were Claire, I'd prefer just about anyone to her dads. But especially her awesome uncles.

[identity profile] guanin.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 06:45 pm (UTC)(link)
I adore that kitty scene. Nine is so sweet. Claude would totally leave food for strays. I can see cats congregating around his door at night waiting for food, though they might fight with the pigeons. And do think the pigeons would be able to defend themselves. There are some really huge ones here. I'd never seen pigeons this big. Peter is such a puppy. Therefore, he must have puppy tendencies. Who wouldn't rather hang out with these awesome uncles? She'd be much more better off with them. Well, as long as you include Sandra. She's cool.

[identity profile] visiblemarket.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 07:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Nine is like Claude x100 when it comes to core decency coupled with a ridiculous amount of tragedy that he's doing his best not to drown in. Which is why it's always so wonderful to see him being cute; with the kitty, with the kids in that episode, etc. Hah, I think Claude's cats would be so well fed they wouldn't bother the pigeons. Of course the pigeons could take care of themselves (http://icanhascheezburger.files.wordpress.com/2008/11/funny-pictures-strange-birds-threaten-you.jpg). Plus you know Peter did have at least one dog in canon; poor Izzy. I think Arthur probably killed her/him.

And I now want to picture Sandra and Claire taking a Girls' Month and traveling. They could stay at the Petrelli-Rains's for a while. Claude could take Sandra to the Globe, she has that English major vibe to her and would love it. And they could take a weekend sojourn to Paris.

[identity profile] guanin.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 07:12 pm (UTC)(link)
*husg Nine* You poor, sweet thing. The cats would be all fat and lazy and just glance at the pigeons and go, "nah" before sinking back into their power naps. That bird pic is really intimidating. I'm a little scared. He did? Aw. Damn you, Arthur. You poison everything.

That sounds like an excellent trip. I'd liek to join in myself. And Claude and Sandra would be doing all this catching up, exchanging stories, laughing at inside jokes with Pete and Claire begging to know what they're talking about.

[identity profile] visiblemarket.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 07:22 pm (UTC)(link)
He really is, the darling. A lot harder to fix than Claude, though. Which makes me sad. *snickers* Claude's cats are so pragmatic. I know, [Bad username or site: @ livejournal.com] found it a while ago and it never fails to make me laugh while backing away slowly. He/she has his/her own HeroesWiki page. (http://heroeswiki.com/Izzy) And there's this (http://heroeswiki.com/Image:Peter_with_a_dog_at_Christmas.jpg) and this (http://heroeswiki.com/Image:Young_Peter_with_Pet.jpg), so that's two other dogs. And then there's this other one (http://heroeswiki.com/Image:Petrelli_dog.jpg) which is notable for the oh my god is that the scarf?! which I just noticed. So yes: Peter is a dog person.

Hee, Claude and Sandra would be so adorable together, he'd be so nice to her.

[identity profile] guanin.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 07:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Izzie disobeyed Arthur. Yes! Finally, someone! I love that dog already. They totally asked Milo for pictures of him when he was younger. And he's so cute with those dogs. OMG, the scarf! That looks like the scarf. Of course, they are everywhere, but it's still the scarf.

[identity profile] visiblemarket.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 07:37 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm sure she was a lovely dog. That Arthur had killed. He would do that. I know, it's adorable. Oh Milo. With his...hair. Now I want to watch .07%, which is where that photo is from, just to see where the scarf maybe is. For now I'm going to assume Peter's bedroom. He keeps it close, to remember.

[identity profile] guanin.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 07:43 pm (UTC)(link)
Now I want to watch that episode, too, but there's no time! *curses essay* I'm toying with the idea that Claude might have kept it for my fic, a souvenir from their days together, though it'd be much more tragic since he thinks Peter's dead. *sobs*

[identity profile] visiblemarket.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 07:45 pm (UTC)(link)
I started a bit of scarf!fic (that I was just looking at last night, ironically enough) where Claude gave it to Peter because Peter suggested he give it to charity ;) It made sense at the time. But aww, Claude keeping it would break my heart.


Aww, having just looked up the picture: it's Claire's jacket (http://www.stripedwall.com/gallery.php?image=/television/Heroes/HeroesS1/heroes119/Heroes_1x190001509.jpg&mode=fullsize). Nuts!

[identity profile] guanin.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 07:48 pm (UTC)(link)
*snort* No, I see that, actually. "Charity? Well, you have it, then. That counts, doesn't it?" It's so sad. But they are reunited.

Damn! Peter might still have it, though.

[identity profile] visiblemarket.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 07:51 pm (UTC)(link)
Hee. That was pretty much how the conversation went, yes. I really should finish it. Even if it doesn't end up being porny. That's good to know. The two of them really need to be.

*grumble grumble stupid Claire grumble*

[identity profile] guanin.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 07:54 pm (UTC)(link)
You should. *makes puppy eyes* I can'st take the tragedy anymore. Why can't they just be happy?

[identity profile] visiblemarket.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 07:55 pm (UTC)(link)
*sigh* I have so much work to do! It would probably end up being sad anyway. They will be happy in the end. No matter what else happens. They're ending up together in my mind.

[identity profile] guanin.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 07:59 pm (UTC)(link)
You and me both. But me must muddle on. We cannot let the evil forces of college win! okay, that might be me having done way too many essays in too short a time.

[identity profile] visiblemarket.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 08:00 pm (UTC)(link)
No, I agree. College is evil and cannot be allowed to win. I will not let my mind turn into economics mush!

[identity profile] guanin.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 08:02 pm (UTC)(link)
I've been freaking out the last two days that all my life is no history and politics. I don't care how fascinating the Mexican Revolution is, I need other stuff. Like art. And writing. And Claude and Peter making cuddly love.

[identity profile] visiblemarket.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 08:04 pm (UTC)(link)
Mine is law briefs and production functions. Oh dear lord what am I doing? I end up shipping people in my law books. It's kind of sad.

[identity profile] guanin.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 08:08 pm (UTC)(link)
I got a bunny from looking at Carranza's beard. *shakes head* I have yet to ship people, though now I have Villa/Zapata images in my head. *head desk*

[identity profile] visiblemarket.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 08:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Aww, Carranza makes me sad. I've been to his house. It's...quite a beard. *snickers* Villa/Zapata isn't much to look at but I'd buy it.

[identity profile] guanin.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 08:16 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh. Poechito,. I notice all the big names except one got assassinated. Although I don't remember the name of the guy who didn't get assassinated. It is! Peter was asking Claude if he might consider growing it like that. I'd buy it, too, which just goes to prove how slash obsessed I am. But really, the teamed up against Huerta, took that lovely picture together.

[identity profile] visiblemarket.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 08:23 pm (UTC)(link)
Hee, this is true. Oh Mexico, you have issues. Claude with a Carranza beard? *laughs forever* I will not open photoshop right now, I will not open photoshop right now.... It was a relationship of convenience, to be sure, but those can be hot.

[identity profile] guanin.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 08:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Mega issues. Oh, that country of ours. Isn't that just hilarious? I really want to write that at some point. They can. And now I just had a flash of Iturbide/Santa Anna, which would be a very screwed up pairing.

[identity profile] visiblemarket.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 08:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Hilarious! Of the laughing so that you may not cry kind of way! Hee, if you write it, I will provide an illustration ;) *snort* From what I remember (which is not much) Santa Anna really seemed like a douchebag. Just something about him.

[identity profile] guanin.livejournal.com 2009-03-07 08:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Ooh. That's mighty tempting. I probably will write it. Oh, he was your typical opportunist, manipulating people this way and that, waiting for the right moment to swoop in and make it look like he saved the day, loosing half the country. Really proud and unpleasant.

[identity profile] g0shawk.livejournal.com 2009-03-12 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, I didn't know you saw DA as Adam before Sark. I saw Sark first :) That's really interesting that you write about them together.

I wish they would bring Claude back. There's been a couple times in the show when I really thought they might (like when Hiro was hanging from the flagpole) but no dice. I like your thoughts about him :) You're the one that makes me ship Plaude occasionally.

Yay for Heroes!

Spanish: very cool.

I'm not to that point yet with writing - I can go a while without writing. I think it's awesome that it means that much to you, though. Neat that you remember those details about the class. And I know what you mean - I'm really picky about my writing.

[identity profile] guanin.livejournal.com 2009-03-12 01:18 am (UTC)(link)
I'm kinda glad that I saw Adam first, because otherwise I might have had Sark's impression on my mind while watching Heroes. It didn't take my pervy mind long to jump to shipping them together. :)

me, too. I miss him so much. *snort* I honestly thought for a second that Hiro was going to ask the pigeon to get Claude. Or that Claude (who was on the roof that day) would peek over the edge and find Hiro clinging so desperately. I do? Yay! It's nice to have that effect. The two are so meant to be.

I don't know if my body chemistry is prone to addiction or what (not that I have any of the usual cases), but the withdrawal is fierce. It can get troublesome during trips, though. And at essay time. I think every artist is picky with what they create. It's impossible not to spot the imperfections everywhere.

[identity profile] g0shawk.livejournal.com 2009-03-13 07:48 pm (UTC)(link)
*nods* I thought of him as Sark for a looooong time before I accepted him as a different character.

lol :P Yeah, it would have made perfect sense to bring Claude back then, at least temporarily.
Well, you're the only one on my f'list that writes about them :)

Aw. Oh I hate it when I'm writing for school b/c I'd so much rather be writing fun stuff.
I'm glad the readers aren't usually as picky as me. :P