I can't concentrate

[guanin]

I'm trying to write, but I just can't focus. This limbo is driving me crazy. I keep thinking I should give up an watch a movie, but that's all I've been doing all day. I just feel like I'm going nuts lately.

I tried goggling for cheap film courses, but only one site in the area has them (well, not cheap, but relatively speaking) and the classes have already started. I couldn't find anything four months ago, but now there they are, too late. I don't get it.