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[guanin]

Amount of studying done today: half a chapter on Venezuela
Amount of fic written: 1,500 words.

I feel both irresponsible and giddy at the same time. And I woudl continue writing, but my eyes need a break from the computer.

The only good thing about this flu thing? It finally has me reading the news. Though I don't like it. Don't the WHO people realize how panic inducing their phrasing is?

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[guanin.livejournal.com]

Well, not today actually, but there was this very uncomfortable fight between the boys that made me sad, but it ends well. Thoygh I also wrote an angsty fic yesterday. And there's another in the works, though that one is also incredibly sappy. Why is it that when I need cheering up I end up wriiting sad stuff?

Hermitage sounds very appealing right now. I suspect that the hospitals are filled with people panicking that they have the flu and it turns out that they just have a cold or the regular flu. I guess I'm mostly okay but maybe I shouldn't be looking at the news so much. Except that I should because I never know what's going on. It's very contradictory.

Mind you, I've always told you that it's crap. Because it is. But Milo is pretty.

[visiblemarket.livejournal.com]

*sigh* I think it's because when you need cheering up it's because you're upset, and that's what comes out when you write. When I need cheering up I try to write porn and never manage.

Yeah, I was feeling pretty sick and dizzy today, and was getting concerned until I realized that, as brilliant as I am, I hadn't eaten anything until around 6:30 in the afternoon. Who knew the human body couldn't function on diet soda alone?

Oh, I have no doubt. I may just fast-forward to the nekkid scenes. ;)

[guanin.livejournal.com]

In my case, I often have trouble writing upsetting stuff when I'm upset because then it makes me even more upset. Porn isn't a problem. I revised Public Interlude on Monday to get away from the flu madness. writing sad stuff while happy is harder though because I-m unwilling to give up my good mood to get my serious face on.