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So naturally I must get on LJ and vent. I originally had Deadwood and Doctor Who to ship with two day shipping, but had to change it because Deadwood wasn't in stock and for some stupid reason I decided not to get Deadwood until June by having it ship here because international costs too much. Now both of these shipped today, Doctor who with two day and Deadwood regular. Which is BULLSHIT! The whole fucking reason I changed it was because supposedly they couldn't ship it until next week. So now it's going to miss me by two days when I'd decided to change it to international. But I can't ask dad to send it because just sending a letter to London cost me $26. This is the fourth piece of bullshit Amazon has given me in one week. I've sent them three complaints already. Fuck.

I need to get out and physically do something. Not sit in a car and get run over by traffic. Now I want a nap and I just got up. Writing isn't helping because it's depressing as hell and I just noticed that I have 5,000 words of solid paragraphs. No dialogue. And I don't see a way to have dialogue. Maybe this isn't a problem for other people, but I've never been able to read over a 1,000 words of non-dialogue without skimming forward until someone starts talking, unless the prose is amazing, but even then I need those quotation marks. It's very odd. I feel all bogged down and impatient. I'm a dialogue junkie. I think that's why mine last so long.

My friend didn't call so no going out today. Why am I always the one who has to call people?