I'm so tense my neck hurts

[guanin]

I need to calm down, write some dialogue, calmly explain to my body why I can't go for a walk for another 3 weeks, not freak out about all the unread photocopies still lying on my desk, and try not to think about that original slash bunny I got from looking at that Gamer picture, because it will not stay short, I know that. Though an original something I could show people would be nice. Not that I could show that to all people.

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[ykoriana.livejournal.com]

There, there. It's kinda nice to know I wasn't the only one thinking sinful thoughts and breeding evil slash bunnies about that Gamer picture.

[guanin.livejournal.com]

Calmed down now. *takes deep breath* How could anyone not think sinful things while looking at that piece of yumminess? It's impossible.

[visiblemarket.livejournal.com]

...is it an original slash bunny about someone who looks like MV and someone who looks like CE? Because I would...oh, like I even need to say I'd read that.

But calm down. You have time to get things done. No, seriously.

[guanin.livejournal.com]

Yup. A lonely star ship captain and a pretty club dancer. Because my main source of inspiration is always beautiful men. That pretty brother from Tru Calling? I got a new character for one of my novels spring into my head within fifteen minutes.

Okay, I'll believe you. Now if I could only stop watching 4 hours of TV per night.

[visiblemarket.livejournal.com]

Yee! Does the pretty club dancer wear very tight clothing and have dark, floppy hair?! Because I want to go to there.

Mmm, well, you're on your own with that one, missy ;) But I have faith in you. You know what you need to do.

[guanin.livejournal.com]

Oh yes. And he's oh so willing to take our captain's loneliness away. God, I want to write this now, but I can't. *glares at photocopies* At least I finished with the books already.

[visiblemarket.livejournal.com]

Well of course he is. Those tight pants of his just push all his blood to his heart. I'm sure the captain appreciates it, too. It's all right if you can't write it now, I'm off picturing it anyway *laughs*. See, you're making progress! That's good!

[c-quinn.livejournal.com]

and try not to think about that original slash bunny I got from looking at that Gamer picture,

Wait. Which Gamer picture? I've only seen one...

Which is not the most helpful of comments but my mind is incoherent beyond slash, Milo, slash. I have issues.

[guanin.livejournal.com]

It's the same one you're thinking of, but I've replaced the woman with a CE looking character, which works much better. Hee hee. I understand completely. Look at me, creating new characters who look like Milo so I can slash them.

[lotus0kid.livejournal.com]

Oh yikes, got scholastic screws tightening, huh? I wish you the best of luck, hon. Really if you just sit down, take a breath, and get to work, it goes by faster than you think it will when you're just worrying about it. And once it's all over and done with, you can unwind with some nice original slash-writing.

[guanin.livejournal.com]

I suppose I am on schedule, it's just... everything. After one straight year of essays and exams, you just want to a take a long break, you know? But then we can't. So my brain is still burn out, so even thought normally I'm fascinated by the subject, now I'm slightly bored and am rushing through everything so quickly that I'm probably missing connections all over the place and keep hitting the Wall every five minutes. I just want to write porn. Why can't I just sit back and write porn? I am so taking a break before I start writing this thing.

[lotus0kid.livejournal.com]

Heh, I have so been there. About two months ago, in fact. Just hang in there, it'll be over eventually, just gotta keep chugging along until then. The porn will still be there when you have the time for it- that's the nice thing about porn. ;)

[guanin.livejournal.com]

Well, I have to write fic now anyway, since I get this really horrible withdrawal if I don't write 1000 words daily (it's quite troublesome). I just can't write as much as I want to. *sigh*