Just crashed the car again.

[guanin]

Fuck. Some asshole parked their car where they shouldn't again and it's a very sharp incline up to my house, so I went in reverse, like I've done before, but instead of stopping where it always has, the car kept accelerating, the brakes completely useless, and I crashed into the neighbors fence. The rear window is smashed, a tire is dead, as is one of the lights and the bumper is all screwy. I've had two crashes and two semi-crashes in eight years of driving. What. The. Fuck?!

and I was going to go to a get-together with my friends, whom I haven't seen in a while, in only 3 hours. And I now I probably can't go. And my car is all beat to shit. And there is literally no way to get around here without a car, nor is there anyone to give me a ride and my step-mother's presence is pissing me off because she is so judgmental, even though she has no right to be judgmental about this since she refuses to learn how to drive and has no idea what it's like to barrel down an incline in reverse on soaked gravel.

One more month. I'm stuck here for one more month and getting out of the house is the only way I can stay sane and now I have no way to do so.

Comments

[everworld2662.livejournal.com]

DDDD:

I am sorry :( That sucks. Also, how can someone judge your driving when they haven't even bothered to learn to drive themselves? That's. I don't even. Not cool.

I hope you're been getting out since posting this, one way or another. I'm a fan of sanity, and I wish it upon you~

[guanin.livejournal.com]

She's horrible. Technically, she didn't say anything because we hardly speak to each other, but I could hear her thinking it. And when my dad explained the damages, she said "Great" in this really sarcastic tone that she's used to mock me since ever. She's odious. And she won't learn how to drive because she's too afraid, even though there is absolutely no way to get anywhere without a car, and then she complains that she's stuck in the house. It's not like she has some physical disability preventing her from driving.

I went out the night after the crash because my friends picked me up, but since then, nothing. Everyone is busy and no one remembers how to get here, since it's pretty complicated. I am losing my mind.

[everworld2662.livejournal.com]

Uhgr, uhgr, uhrg. One more month, though. I know that sounds like age but hopefully it will go pretty quickly~ (The internet is here to help in this respect!)

I don't suppose there's public transport, either. :( I had some friends who lived in the middle of nowhere in France; it was impossibly frustrating for them. I was lucky enough to live near a busstop that was frequented very occasionally on weekdays. Better than nothing!

[guanin.livejournal.com]

19 days. Just 19 days!

You need a car just to get to the public transport. The train is an 8 minute drive away, mainly on expressway, and it doesn't go anyplace interesting as it's a commuter train. I would honestly be afraid to take the bus around here. Depends on the neighborhood. And getting anyplace interesting would be insane, as I hear that they are never on time. I really do live way up in the mountains, to the point that our official physical address is about a mile from where the house actually is.

[everworld2662.livejournal.com]

Oh, wow, that's...god, how do you survive? That is evil.

19 days is doable, though! Hold onto this! Get your internet addict on in the meantime! At least that is what I would do in your position XD