I'm trying for happy thoughts

[guanin]

Unfortunately, there aren't any because I have to finally start writing the second essay today and oh my god is it messy. I spent the morning "organizing" what was supposed to be the outline, except that it's more like random, interconnected subjects so I have to do an actual outline to determine what order to put that in. And I don't get half of it. Because it's polytheism. And all the gods run into each other. And not even the experts know what's going on. *gibbers in a corner* At least I'm laughing with the madness. It also appears, that although I thought I was completely and totally 100% done looking through the sources, I have to look at another one, because my prof recommended him and I forgot his surname until now that I happened to spot him in one of my books and I can't have him missing from my biblio after she suggested him specifically. Ugh.

I also appear to have cold symptoms. Again. My nose won't stop bugging me and my throat is feeling stuffy. WTH? I just had this!

ExFriends wise, I left messages on Facebook. No reply. They were one-liners, but I ain't the type to take this shit lying down, because we've already been over this and I explained and apologized and they want me to change my personality anyway. Fuck that. I feel like someone ripped out an organ, but I'm trying to cauterize the wound.

On the measly good news front, it was nice today. Supposedly, it'll be even more so tomorrow. That's it. I'm going to feel so much better when the 17th passes by. I already have an outing planned with one of the girls in my course and I'm sure we'll be snagging a few more people. We're all going to need a long day of doing nothing related to work. After sleep, because I doubt I'll be able to get any the night before.

ETA: Oh, and the cover of one of the library books fell off. And I didn't even use it. Now I have to see if someone has glue.

Also, my phone died. Greeaat.

Comments

[fleur-eternelle.livejournal.com]

Re your essay: I have exactly the same thing re various researches being unable to agree on subjects. My prof suggested that it is possible to state that there is disagreement between the researches and say that some say this and others say that.

Sorry about your (ex)friends.

[guanin.livejournal.com]

That's basically what I'm going to do since there's no other way I can figure that isn't total madness.

Thanks. I'm trying to deal, but this essay is so ill-timed.

[lea-asun1.livejournal.com]

Te poco de organización, se ordenada(mira quien habla, no soy ordenada).
¡que te salga bien el ensayo!.

¿La biblioteca abierta en un domingo?.
a conseguir pegamento para el libro.
Abrigate, que hace frio.

[guanin.livejournal.com]

Organizada no soy. Para nada. Además, con este tema, no hay forma.
Gracias.

No abren los domingos. Este libro lo saqué hace como cuatro días y es de esos que tiene pega bien porqueria, así que se cayó nada más con doblarlo.

Hoy no hubo frío. A mi me dio calor con todo lo que tenía encima.