It has come to my attention that I could write the intro for this essay today, which is great (except for my writs hurting for no apparent reason), but I was looking forward to avoiding it for another day. Oh well. It'll be better in the long run. Now I hope I get some fic writing done. Which I did do yesterday (1,200 words) despite one of the most acute bouts of depression I have yet had. Seriously, I was in total breakdown mode yesterday. Weepy and hating my entire existence. I really think I'm going to head over to one of those free NHS shrinks next week. Or not. I might get lazy. Although I probably will, because even though I feel fine now, that's the post breakdown high. It'll wear off soon.
Speaking of, please ignore yesterday's post. That was me being cranky and lashing out everywhere (one for the depression checklist). Everything bad just tends to accumulate and I'll react strongly over something when I'm really angry about something else. Now I feel all weird and embarrassed, but I'm used to that, too.
On a happier note, Grunny continues to amuse (so much love that guy). This is one of today's Twitter posts:
BTW, on Monday's episode I hit Adrian back. Harder than he hit me. But they cut it out. Bastards. They also cut out Milo's shower scene.
Now how am I supposed to get any work done with that image in my brain tempting me so delightfully to write smut? This is like those making out jokes in the commentary.
Speaking of, please ignore yesterday's post. That was me being cranky and lashing out everywhere (one for the depression checklist). Everything bad just tends to accumulate and I'll react strongly over something when I'm really angry about something else. Now I feel all weird and embarrassed, but I'm used to that, too.
On a happier note, Grunny continues to amuse (so much love that guy). This is one of today's Twitter posts:
BTW, on Monday's episode I hit Adrian back. Harder than he hit me. But they cut it out. Bastards. They also cut out Milo's shower scene.
Now how am I supposed to get any work done with that image in my brain tempting me so delightfully to write smut? This is like those making out jokes in the commentary.
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Mmm, your icon.
Mmm, your mood theme.
Yup, this post made me rather happy altogether.
Sorry about, um, the rest there.
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Cute boys must be cute.
Isn't it a lovely mood theme? I'm thinking of making a Plaude one over the break to have the boys together.
Thanks. My body chemistry just hates me lately.
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And also adorably sweet.
It's very lovely. I need more moments of Ben Jago leering at my right before he goes off and does something evil. But Plaude is nice too.
Aw, I know the feeling. It'll get better, eventually.