I hurt

[guanin]

Physically. My thighs are aching something fierce. Is it all the sitting? The lying on my stomach to read a heavy textbook? Descending the stupid stairs at the library? I bet it's all those things. Like I keep saying, studying too much is not good for your body. Why can't I do the kind of studying that involves getting out and physically doing something? It's so nice outside. The sky hasn't been cloudy for a week, it's actually sunny, and the parks are brimming with people. and here I am, sitting inside with a book in my lap. Though thankfully, due to my stubborn reluctance to do any hardcore studying two weeks before any of the exams, one of those books was a novel. Which I finished today. Which I wasn't supposed to do. But I wanted to. So there. Not that I haven't been studying. I already know more about Chile, Argentina, and Venezuela than I did two days ago. Never mind that this is the stuff that I supposed to know already. The class bored me, okay? I can't help but doze off and think of smut when I'm bored. I think I'm having a better time now because I'm skipping anything remotely theoretical (the prof said theory wouldn't be the focus) plus any other details that we wouldn't even have time to write down in the hour we have per question anyway. So no panic. Panic at this stage would be ridiculous, though I think other people are feeling it, especially since they started revising since god knows when. I got looks of shock when I admitted that I didn't begin myself until this Wednesday. Wait, that was yesterday. I only started yesterday?! Then why the hell am I so tired already? It must be all that photocopying for the thesis. Oh god, this is not good.

Nevertheless, I'll attempt to find solace in one of my favorite Al Swearengen lines: "In life, you have to do a lot of things you don't fuckin want to do. Many times, that's what the fuck life is, one vile, fucking task after another. But don't get aggravated. Then the enemy has you by the short hair."

Oh Deadwood. Out of all the shows that have gotten cancelled on me, that's the one I miss the most.

Three and a half weeks before I head back home (PR). I might be a little less incredibly eager if I had time to travel around here a bit now, but exams aren't the type of thing that'd cheer me up. I wrote yesterday. More than I've written in a month. That helped. It's not smut, sadly enough. It's odd. I want to write smut, yet the muse doesn't seem interested.

New Milo pics, though. It looks like season 1 hair, too. Good stuff. The icon I'm using is from one of them.

I think I'll go to the Tate Britain this weekend. I need to do something that doesn't involve the library.

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[fleur-eternelle.livejournal.com]

idk, for me it's my knees that hurt....because when I sit I strain my muscles without noticing...

[guanin.livejournal.com]

Oh, my knees hurt, too, though less today now that the thighs have taken center stage. My ankles also seem to be getting the same idea.

[fleur-eternelle.livejournal.com]

But you have to agree that the weirdest feeling is when you pull a muscle in your butt...I mean, you never take your butt that seriously, but DOES have some major muscles, you know :D

[guanin.livejournal.com]

Oh, crap. I've never had that happen. I've had it so sore that it hurts just to sit down, though, so of course I have to sit in a class for two straight hours. And that's accompanied by my hips, my elbows, my ribs, everything really.

[fleur-eternelle.livejournal.com]

Ouch! What can you do then...lie down?

My left elbow often gets very sore because I lean on it almost all the time...

Did you see the latest hagaren? Envy manages to survive YET AGAIN!!!

[guanin.livejournal.com]

Pretty much. Lots of movies get watched during those times.

I lean on my elbows a lot when I'm typing and then I lean them on the table during class, which doesn't help.

No, I haven't. Damn studying making me get behind on all the important stuff. I shall get on that as soon as I get another of these chapters read.

[visiblemarket.livejournal.com]

Hee. I saw those pictures. And loved them. I'm pretty sure that's an old shoot (maybe even a Heroes promo type shoot; he's very Peter-ish in them). But my god, are they pretty. With the hair and the chain-link fence and the weird...stuffed bird thing. Yeah, I don't know what's going on there, but the pictures are nice.

And I feel you on the weird pain thing. Because I've got back pain that I have no explanation for, I'm right about to start my period so I've got cramps, and I've started getting headaches again, which I'd stopped having for months and now they're back with a vengeance. I think our bodies just hate us, that's all.

[guanin.livejournal.com]

They're gorgeous pictures, aren't they? I also think it's an old shoot, because that's definitely season 1 hair. And he's so beautiful in them. Well, it's not like that's a stretch, but I can't help but stare and drool and iconize to little bits.

My thighs feel better this morning, but the soreness will probably come back. My hips are starting to shout now, though. Ugh, that definitely sounds like period pain. I hate periods. Don't you hate periods? I call them the red devil. Better than 'your monthly friend' or Flo or whatever other kindly gibberish old matrons call it.

[visiblemarket.livejournal.com]

They really are. It's a shame about the watermarks and the lack of smiling (seriously, Milo! Smile!) but he's gorgeous and his hair is pretty.

Periods suck. I can't even imagine how we all used to feel so excited about the potential of getting them, way back when we first had sex ed. Not something to look forward to at all, periods.

[guanin.livejournal.com]

At least they're really mild watermarks. Usually they're so horrid that they make the pictures unusable, not thankfully not in this case. But yes, this boy needs to smile. Why won't you smile, Milo? We love your lopsided mouth. Really!

You what? Really? In my case, I had no clue what a period was before I woke one day bleeding all over the place and thinking that I was dying. Then my dad explained all the madness to me and for some reason him and my grandmother were celebrating with me sitting there going, "What the hell is there to celebrate? This sucks!" I got it in fifth grade. Sex ed wasn't scheduled until sixth grade. A little too late, school. Although I don't recall any of the other girls looking forward to this. Everyone was freaking out after listening to the teacher's explanations, while I just rolled my eyes.

[visiblemarket.livejournal.com]

They are at that. Some careful cropping and shading and you probably wouldn't notice them. He just never gets to play a really happy character, does he? It's always a few smiles to start off with and then there's horrible futures/murders/getting shot to deal with. And in photoshoots, I don't know, they think he looks better sad? But he doesn't! The smile is adorable.

Really. A lot of girls at my age did, god knows why. I think my first sex-ed class was just the very basic biological stuff, and that was definitely in elementary school so...probably fifth grade.

[guanin.livejournal.com]

I didn't notice the first time I saw the pictures because I was so struck by his beauty. Seriously. Peter is quite the sad little puppy lately, isn't he? He needs Claude to come back and cheer him up. It might just be selfconciousness because of the lip. I don't know. Someone needs to tell him that it's totally cute.

That's... weird. Of course, I never had a warning, so I have no idea what my reaction would have been.

[visiblemarket.livejournal.com]

Hee. Damn it, we keep talking about these pictures and I keep wanting to go look at them again! The fence one intrigues me because you get a good look at his wrists (I don't even know) and this (http://i713.photobucket.com/albums/ww140/starskeeper_graphics/2009/april/mq_0006.jpg) one because of of his little bum. I feel so guilty perving over Milo sometimes, though. Hah, just what Peter needs to cheer him up, a grouchy, pushy, snarky person who pushes him off buildings. But yeah, I think Milo is definitely self-conscious about the lip. As if he couldn't go online and read fangirls gushing over how adorable it is.

I think it was one of those wanting to grow up and be a woman things. Which is also stupid because being a woman sucks.

[guanin.livejournal.com]

Go ahead. I am. Heh, at least you didn't watch Pathology in a desperate bid to see him naked. He is a beautiful man. Well, with a little coaxing and flash of puppu dog eyes, I'm sure Peter can stroke the prickliness out of him. ;) maybe Milo's afraid of reading the gushing. Some fangirls can be quite scary. I remember being glad when I read that Orlando Bloom was a technobe back in the LOTR days, because omg were (are) his teenage fans freaky. So much better for his sanity that way.

[visiblemarket.livejournal.com]

I know, but lately I am tempted to rent this "Pathology" thing even though I know it is most likely a crap movie. But he is so very pretty. Heh. Prickliness. No, I do think that once things settle down, they'll both be able to make each other quite happy ;) Yeah, considering that most discussions of Milo's hotness are either accompanied or followed by discussions of how good he would hypothetically look naked and with other men, I can imagine that wouldn't be something he wanted to read every day.

[guanin.livejournal.com]

It's worth renting just for that, though I guess it depends on how expensive the rental is. Because the movie is shit. So is his acting, by the way. If this had been the only thing I'd seen him do, I'd say that he was a crap actor. I have no idea what happened. Although he compensates it with lots of lovely shots of him wearing only tight, little black boxer-briefs. And the other shots where he's wearing nothing at all. :) Aw. Claude and Peter. True Love. *hugs them*

[visiblemarket.livejournal.com]

I should just netflix it. Tie it in with my CE viewing trend, just to mix things up. Oh, Milo; his acting can be so variable. He used to really need someone strong to work off of (even going back to Gilmore Girls, which is where I first saw him), although I do think he's gotten a lot better when working on his own. Maybe it was shot during or after S2 and he'd gotten used to acting a few degrees from brain dead? Heh. Little black boxer-briefs, you say? I must remember to investigate that further. Claude and Peter....*sigh* I just want them to be happy together, is that too much to ask of the universe?