Title: 40 Days and 40 Nights Pt. 1
Rating: PG this chapter
Pairing: Steve (The Second Coming)/Sam (Reaper)
Summary: A crossover that I felt appropriate given the characters's circumstances. The whole fic is finished. Set after the Reaper season 1 finale. Sam encounters a mysterious stranger on the road.
Disclaimer: I own nothing but my own words.


“Dude, I think he’s dead.”

Whispers, shadows, flitting, flickering, la la laing in his head and everything’s so cheery bright.

“No, he’s not. He’s just sleeping.”

“More like passed out. But why is he smiling?”

“He’s dreaming of the three sweet hookers he met in Vegas. Which is where we should be, by the way. Not still hanging around this dumpy, old forest.”

“Do you think we should help him? He might be homeless.”

He likes this voice. It’s a joyful voice, sodden in worry and merciless doubt at the moment, but Steve can taste the warm comfort cocooned inside.

“Okay, this is what we’ll do. We’ll leave him a couple of bucks and half my sandwich and then we’ll hit the road. How about that? That works, right?”

“Sock.”

“What? Since when do you have such an interest in helping hobos, anyway?”

“I just don’t think we should leave him here like this. He could get attacked by some animal. And don’t you think there’s something odd about his smile?”

“Yeah, it’s like too happy. Almost beatific.”

“Beau-what?”

“Beatific. You know, blissful.”

“Where the hell did you learn that fancy word?”

“Uh, high school.”

Some petty name calling ensued, but Steve couldn’t be bothered to pay attention when the boy with the pretty voice crouched down beside him, a hand hovering over his shoulder and Steve knew his face before he opened his eyes. Startled sapphire gaped at him in wonder and trepidation, the latter sending a flash of dismay through Steve, who already trusted the lad even as the horrid truth coalesced and screamed in his head like falling jigsaw pieces twisting themselves into a lurid image, but that wasn’t him, not this boy, not this fresh soul, never mind where the flesh and bone came from. He looked up at him and smiled.

Sam.

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Something was off about this man. Not wrong exactly, just.... off. Bizarre. He didn’t seem stable. Smiling all the time, eating his food so slowly even though he claimed to be starving, sneaking glances at Sam that made him feel like a moth was tickling at his insides. All alone in the woods, 5 miles from the closest town, an Englishman with no passport and no money except for a single dollar, 3 pounds and 42 cents. Pence. And a gum wrapper from a company he’d never heard of before. British, obviously. No jacket even though it still got cold at night and it was barely past 9 in the morning now, which meant that he spent the night outside, trudging through the forest or sleeping or whatever. Nothing more than a light, blue shirt and jeans covered his slim frame, and even the jeans were torn at his left knee, letting in a considerable draft. Why didn’t he have warmer clothes? How did he get here? Why was he in the middle of nowhere Washington State to begin with?

Yet he kept on smiling. And not like a constant, frozen politician’s smile, either, just a warm, “all’s right with the world, it’s going to be okay” goofy grin. It was freaking him out. The stranger, Steve, munched on a double cheeseburger, dabbing with a napkin at the ketchup catching on his bottom lip, grabbing the occasional fry and all through that he just kept on smiling as if oxygen were about to run out and only the person who smiled the longest would get a bigger share of the dregs. Once Sam thought he saw him wink at him. but no. He couldn’t have winked. Why would he wink? He had absolutely no reason to wink. Maybe it was a twitch. A nervous tick or a bug in his eye or a hallucination or maybe Sam was just loosing his marbles.

Oh God, what if it was a soul? Or a demon? Oh shit, it was a demon. A soul wouldn’t go after him, it worked the other way around. but a demon... The remnants of the new rebellion against the Devil were after him, plotting to kill him and they blended right in with humans. You couldn’t tell the difference until it was too late. Horns. There must be horns somewhere on his smooth and completely normal looking forehead. Ah, but of course it looks normal. It’s all makeup and smokes and mirrors and creepy demon powers masking the wicked darkness from hapless innocents like him until it was too late and he became demon dinner. But then, why wasn’t he already demon dinner? Why not kill them in the forest where it would have been so easy and witness-free? Was he waiting for backup? More demon buddies to arrive and share the spoils and... gulp... meat?

“So how did you get out here all the way from Seattle?” Ben asked, startling Sam out of a garish nightmare of small town massacres and flying body parts. “You must have had a car at some point, right?”

“I got a ride.”

“From who?” Sock this time and Sam honed his nonexistent lie detecting skills to sniff out Steve’s nefarious ploy.

“Some random driver.” Steve shrugged, stuffing another fry into his mouth.

“You hitchhiked?” Sam frowned, instantly alert.

“Yeah.”

“Don’t you think that’s a little dangerous?”

“Maybe. A month ago I might have been worried, but now it doesn’t really matter anymore.”

Curious. Very curious. Almost too curious. The kind of curious that always accompanied something malignant springing out of the shadows and attacking the clueless bystanders, possibly with very sharp, scary teeth.

“Besides,” Steve continued, “I’m sitting here with you, aren’t I? Perfect strangers. Faraway place. And you’re not going to drag me out back and slit my throat, right?”

The three of them erupted in a chorus of “no”s and “of course not”s, yet Sam was quietly searching for his pocket knife and secretly thinking, “maybe yes.”

“I can’t guarantee that one of those fancy coins won’t disappear, though,” Sock said and Sam glared at him (“don’t put him on his guard!”), but Steve just grinned (of course), seeming genuinely amused by Sock’s tactless manner.

“You can have one if you want.”

“No,” Sam shook his head. “We don’t want to take your money.”

That’s devil money. It was probably smothered in curses that would make their tongues swell in their mouths and their skin itch until they bled or perhaps even make their eyeballs explode. But Steve had already put down his burger and was reaching inside his jeans pocket.

“It’s fine. A thank you for the meal. It’s not like I can use it here, anyway.”

“But when you get back home you’ll need it.”

“It’s just a pound.”

The thick, golden coin thumped on the table between them. It landed back-face up so that a griffin smirked up at them, wings stretched out ready to take flight, long and webbed like a demon’s forked tongue reaching out to grab some innocent victim and rip him apart into tiny, screaming Reaper pieces. Sam gripped his pocket knife, waiting for the tell tale flare of crimson red in Steve’s eyes, but his eyes were blue, not blue-white flames of hellfire blue, not cold, serial killer blue, just warm, sunny sky blue, comforting and pleasing. Sam’s heart squeezed in his chest, growing light as every drop of tension and ill will drained from his body, and he felt peace. Pure, loving peace swelled in his soul, sweeping away all fear, doubt and anger. He floated through a crystal cloud, the universe stretching out to infinity around him, light and heat rushing in a burst of cosmic energy and he understood that there was nothing evil about the man sitting in front of him. The opposite, in fact. Just the exact opposite.

Then he crashed, smashing back into his common body, gasping, and bit the corner of his mouth to hide the gulping breaths straining in his throat before Sock and Ben noticed, but he couldn’t stop gaping at Steve. Divine. An angel? Another angel named Steve? He had to be. But could angels share names? They must be able to, because this obviously wasn’t the same Steve with a new appearance and a renewed love of messing with his mind by sending him cryptic messages on wall stains. Not enough flamboyance. So who was this? And why was he helping Sam? If he was helping Sam. There was no telling yet what he was doing apart from eating through $5.54 worth of junk food, and did angels need to eat anyway? Maybe they just liked it. But a crappy roadside cheeseburger?

When they finished their meal, he asked Steve to come with them, ignoring the bewildered looks of his friends, knowing full well that he’d better come up with some plausible explanation fast that didn’t involve traveling through the reaches of space and time in an existential trance. But Steve accepted, which was the important thing, and this time it was Sam who smiled.

next part

From: [identity profile] visiblemarket.livejournal.com


Oh my god, you wrote it! And it's...it's great! I don't even...I have no idea where it's going, but I'm sure wherever it is, it'll be amazing, because it already is.

He likes this voice. It’s a joyful voice, sodden in worry and merciless doubt at the moment, but Steve can taste the warm comfort cocooned inside.

Oh. Oh, Sam's everything really is like that.

Sam’s heart squeezed in his chest, growing light as every drop of tension and ill will drained from his body, and he felt peace. Pure, loving peace swelled in his soul, sweeping away all fear, doubt and anger.

And a look into that Steve's eyes probably would do that to you.

You captured both of them so perfectly, especially all of Sam's mental freakouts about whether Steve is a soul or a demon or an angel or what. Awesome.



ETA: And it's occurred to me that I might have some idea of where this is going, and am now even more excited.
Edited Date: 2009-05-29 06:36 am (UTC)

From: [identity profile] guanin.livejournal.com


Thank you so much! I do hope I fulfill your expectations about where this is going.

Sam is so sweet and cuddly. I want to hug him. Poor guy. And yeah, if this Steve looked at me like that I'd probably be lost forever, trailing behind him like a good, little disciple.

From: [identity profile] visiblemarket.livejournal.com


I almost feel guilty asking if their will be smut. Will there be smut?

Sam is just the sweetest boy on earth, bar none. I would definitely be a disciple for Steve. I don't know why anyone would hesitate.

From: [identity profile] guanin.livejournal.com


Yes, there will be smut. How could there not be smut?

And such a good boyfriend. Only a madman could turn away from the call of Steve.

From: [identity profile] visiblemarket.livejournal.com


*squee*!!

He is an awesome boyfriend; have you seen the finale? Him and Andi talking about how he couldn't challenge the Devil to a "most considerate boyfriend" contest? Too bad, because he's win hands down. Yeah, no one could resist Steve. Except, apparently, for Judith. Seriously, what where you thinking, Judy?!

From: [identity profile] guanin.livejournal.com


I saw it on TV. Like an actual television set, not some download off the net. Only Reaper episode I've seen like that. He would. Wouldn't even have to try. The Devil already lost that one from the start with the way he treated Mimi. Oh, Judith. So much self-delusion.

From: [identity profile] visiblemarket.livejournal.com


Oh, that's always cool. I think the first Heroes episode I saw on the TV screen was "Company Man". It was special. Oh Mimi, I do kind of wonder about her; she was so sweet! I sort of shipped her and Sam. A little! Just a little. You know, I do like Judith, genuinely, I think she's awesome, but that's just...just crazy talk.

From: [identity profile] guanin.livejournal.com


Oh, Company Man. And that one's already special to begin with. She was! Judith kicks ass, especially when she's facing down the Devil himself in the form of her date.

From: [identity profile] visiblemarket.livejournal.com


It was. It broke my heart, with its specialness. Heck, Sock probably would've been so much better to her. But yeah. I'm sure she's off and happy in New Mexico now. Or Arizona? One of those. Judith does kick ass. Even though her tiny backpack makes me giggle.

From: [identity profile] guanin.livejournal.com


*hugs Claude* How dare that terrible man hurt you? Those tiny backpacks are so 90s. I remember when everyone here had one, as in everyone. Fashions in PR are insane.

I gotta head off to my doom research now, unfortunately. I did nothing on that front yesterday.

From: [identity profile] lotus0kid.livejournal.com


Oh dude! I didn't realize which Steve you were talking about when you mentioned this! Fantastic! This is an awesome start. Love Steve instantly discovering who Sam is, maybe even more than poor Sam's paranoid imaginings as he tries to work out who Steve is. Though doesn't that show just perfectly the differences in their situations? Poor, poor Sam. Can't wait to see more of this!

From: [identity profile] guanin.livejournal.com


I though that might get a bit confusing, but I do find it kinda cool that they share the same name.

Thank you! It does. Poor Sam is so lost in self doubt and recrimination and Steve is just happy to help.

From: [identity profile] lotus0kid.livejournal.com


It is an intriguing coincidence...

And Sam's just so used to being jerked around by any and all supernatural beings that his guard is instantly up and he's picturing worst case scenarios all over the place. Though, I don't know what's gonna happen.. The son of god and the son of the devil- they don't really sound like natural BFFs.

From: [identity profile] guanin.livejournal.com


The paranoia has set in deep, I'm afraid. But Sam is so good! Even Nina said there was no evil to him at all.

From: [identity profile] c-quinn.livejournal.com


This is brilliant. Your characterization of Sam is spot-on.

From: [identity profile] guanin.livejournal.com


Thank you! I'm so glad I got him right; I was a little worried, first time and all.
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